Wednesday, September 8, 2010


FYI:  I am doing this only to fill you all in on my life, from the inside out.   I want to be transparent and humble with you but I am not looking for encouragement.  I am aware that a lot of the things that I will share may be lies from the enemy and are things I am working through in my life.  I know many people who read my blog truly love me and care for me, and I am aware of that but you don't need to tell me I am ok when  I think I am not.  Now that I got that out.

IF YOU REALLY KNEW ME YOU WOULD KNOW....I am a very insecure person and compare myself to most women I interact with.  I don't like the way I look, I hate my thighs, gut, and butt. Regardless of what others may say, this is how I feel.


  1. Mar, I miss you girl! I just wanted to tell you that I appreciate your honesty a ton and totally hear you on the "you don't need to tell me I am ok when I think I am not." Definitely something I'm trying to deal with. Hoping I get to see you when I'm in the STL!!

  2. definately the enemy.....although I do know how you feel and experienced the same thoughts about myself at least a thousand times.