FYI: I am doing this only to fill you all in on my life, from the inside out. I want to be transparent and humble with you but I am not looking for encouragement. I am aware that a lot of the things that I will share may be lies from the enemy and are things I am working through in my life. I know many people who read my blog truly love me and care for me, and I am aware of that but you don't need to tell me I am ok when I think I am not. Now that I got that out.
IF YOU REALLY KNEW ME YOU WOULD KNOW....I am a very insecure person and compare myself to most women I interact with. I don't like the way I look, I hate my thighs, gut, and butt. Regardless of what others may say, this is how I feel.